lost without you
wondering where you are
knowing in my soul
another is by your side

why I wonder
I miss you so much
where is this pain from
that's driving me insane

lies upon lies
you loved me once
lost
searching

not finding what you need
looking to your want
longing to be loved
rushing here and there

a different time
it might have been
maybe not meant to be

more significant
than words on a page
signatures binding

selfishly my heart breaks
crying in the night
when will I find
love that is true
and kind

looking to my want
and not what I need
I look to you
softly, yet with disdain

self destructive patterns
separate our hearts
fork in the road
one goes high
one goes low

contractual binding
to yet another soul
not over yet
by a stretch

love waits
be happy
be blessed
be free